i know this is one post after another, but this is needed.
my mind is a atomic bomb of unhappy lately
i just keep making mistakes
i keep taking the friends i have and making them more than friends
i need to stop this
i love relationships, i love cuddling and kissing and so on
but i need friends
i need a hapiness that isnt painful and awkward
i need to stick with friends.
but sadly, i have seemed to lost them all
or it feels that way. i feel so lonely its not even tolerable.