I'm a book full of fuck-ups
I'm a wreck full of flipped cars, crying women, and burning buildings
but god damnit I do this so well.
I wish I was a mender
a fix it
but I'm not
I'm a wrecker
so i'm working on this infection
starting from the roots
and this is taking longer than i wish it would
but fuck, what can I expect?
nothing is easy
but that just means everthing is a challenge
a moment to change and fight myself.
i have to do this
i just wish it could be without casualties.