I hate the way you laugh
The way you smile when you're too excited
The words you use when you're confused.
I hate the way you think you're always right
The way you drive when you're upset
And i hate the things you say to yourself when you're alone.
I wish I loved my thighs
I wish I didn't hate my mood swings
But the things I say when I'm upset should be stopped in their tracks.
I hate how I treat you
And how you act when they're around
The noises my head makes
And the way my body bloats at the end of the day.
I don't want to be here any more
I've left so many times
But the door never fully closed.
So good bye guilt
Unhappiness and doubt
I don't need you in my life
But it's impossible to shut that door