Monday, December 27, 2010

serotonin

I want to be new again
not broken or scarred
I want to feel whole
and comforted
and understood
and happy
shit, do I want to feel happy
no the normal smile and cheer
I have plenty of that
I want this dark, endless mind to settle
wake up
see the colors and breathe them in
maybe i am just doomed to try and fix things
but its not like i ever can

I just try til my heart bleeds out.

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