as you shoot across the sky

I have been all over lately

up and down, covington, kirkland, seatac

all over

I cant stay in one place

my mind is full to the top

I need someone

I always have

but people usually fade out in a matter of months

sometimes years

it is usually a good amount of my help

I give up on people

because they dont put in enough

I think I found someone to stay with me

I want an older brother

a guide, someone to help me

to learn from

I just need to do this, and not worry what others will think

I need someone

and for a long time I disabled that

because boyfriends get uncomfortable

but baby

I need this