Some days I hate who I am. I've always been a person that works better around others. When I can't get that interaction that keeps me positive, I go into status lock.
Why is everything so dark In my head? Why does everything mirror and reach out? When I was a teenager I could just go for a run and scream it out, listen to my music and quote inspiration. I'm lucky if I wake up happy, and not feeling vengeful towards myself.
I don't think I'll ever love myself fully. I would rather someone else hold that responsibility.
I trust you more than I could ever trust me.