its days like this where i hate going to sleep knowing i feel incomplete.

I think I might need to work on me lately

I have been feeling and acting so lonely, when I am no where close to lonely

to not freak people out, i will save you from hearing why i think this.

but i am a creeper. its bad when you start freaking yourself out.

I tried.

I have tried keeping to myself, but I have to be honest- I am so confused.

I met you, and for a week, we were fun, we spent a lot of time together, confided in each other

then after a week, you stopped.

stopped being fun, stopped talking

just. stopped.

I have your side, yes, I have heard I am too touchy, I have been told I can be a bit too much

but I asked and double checked, and you said everything was fine.

do you see my side? do you know what I think?

I think for a week you put on a show

I feel like you LIED to me.

so, currently, I sit in a lonely apartment, scratching my head, starving, and picking at myself trying to think. THINK.

What the hell is wrong with me?

why am I so messed up? what the HELL did I do?

and why do I feel like I have no friends?

because, Jennise, it's after 1 am

and you dont matter.

thanks me, I hate you too.